Ccp]t¯gp hÀjw ap¼v, IrXyambn ]dªmð 1984 Unkw_À. AómWp dnbm³ sshäv Fó ]XnaqópImcsâ PohnXw XInSw adnªXv. Atacn¡bnse C´ybm\bnepÅ sImtImtam kztZin. P\n¨p aqómw \mÄ lotam^oenb _m[n¨p. Aóp apXð XpSÀ¨bmbn càw \ðtIïn hóp
. ]Xnaqómas¯ hbknð \yptamWnb IqSnbt¸mÄ Bip]{Xnbnð F¯n. 1984 Unkw_À 17, Aóv tUmIväÀamÀ Isï¯n, dnbm³ F¨vsFhn _m[nX\mWv. FbvUvkv Fóp tI«mepS³ Atómfw a\knð HmSnsb¯nbncpó ImcW§Ä XInSw adnªp. Cu `qanbnð ]ndóp hoWp aqómw Znhkw apXð Ft¸mtgm cà¯neqsS InñÀ sshdknt\bpw kzoIcn¨ncpóp dnbm³.
dnbmsâ PohnX¯nð sshdkv {]hÀ¯n¨p XpS§pIbmbncpóp. Gdnbmð Bdpamkw tUmIväÀamÀ hn[nsbgpXn. F\n¡p kvIqfnð t]mIWw, dnbmsâ hm¡pIÄ¡p apónð A½ sPbvs\ Fsse³ lmse hnXp¼n. Fómð sht̬ anUnð kvIqfnsâ hmXmb\§Ä dnbm\p apónð ASªp. F¨vsFhn _m[nXs\ Imw]knð {]thin¸n¡cpXv. an¡hmcpw c£nXm¡Ä {]Xntj[w DbÀ¯n. \nbabp²¯ns\mSphnð dnbms\ kvIqfnð {]thin¸n¨p. Hcp hÀjw AhnsS ]Tn¨p. Fómð AhKW\bpsS \mfpIÄ. `£Ww Ign¡m³ {]tXyI Øew, {]tXyIw _m¯vdqw, Hcn¡ð shSnh¨p sImñm³ {iaw. AtXmsS B IpSpw_w knktdmbnte¡p Xmakw amdn. AhnsS lman𫬠kvIqfnð tNÀóp.
A´co£w amdn, Iq«pImÀ kulrZt¯msS s]cpamdn. tUmIväÀamÀ A\phZn¨ Bdpamks¯ Imemh[n dnbm³ \o«nsbSp¯p. B Bßhnizmk¯n\pw, ]pôncn¡pw apónð acWw aSn¨p \nóp. Cu `qanbnte¡pÅ dnbmsâ hchn\v Nne Dt±i§Ä Dïmbncpóp. AXp ]qÀ¯nbm¡pw hsc dnbm³ ChnsS Pohn¨p. 1990 G{]nð F«n\v lyqa¬ CayqtWmsU^nj³kn sshdkpambpÅ t]mcm«w dnbm³ Ahkm\n¸n¨p. Fómð At¸mtg¡pw dnbm³ FbvUvkns\Xnsc XoÀ¯ {]Xntcm[w AXniàambncpóp. Asacn¡bpsS tZiob ASbmfambn amdn dnbm³. F𫬠tPmWpw ssa¡nÄ PmIvkWpw dnbms\m¸w AWn\ncóp. tKm¬ Sq kq¬ Fó Km\w dnbm\p kaÀ¸n¨p PmIvk¬. dnbm³ sshäv sIbÀ BIväv Fó t]cnð FbvUvkv tcmKnIfpsS kwc£W¯n\mbn Hcp \nbaw t]mepw ]nóoSv Atacn¡bnð hóp.
{]Xymi¡p apónð
FdWmIpf¯v ]memcnh«w PwMvj\nð \nð¡pt¼mÄ dnbm³ sshäns\ HmÀ¡pósX´n\v? ChnsS \nóp {]Xymibnte¡v A[nIw Zqcanñ. Unkw_À Hón\v temIw FbvUvkv Zn\w BNcn¡pt¼mÄ FgpXnbnSm³ NneXv. F¯nbXv {]Xymi Fó t_mÀUp h¨ Cu Ccp\nes¡«nS¯n\p apónð. a\kp ]dªp, dnbm³ Asacn¡bnð am{Xañ. FhnsSbpw BhÀ¯n¡mw AXv, ]e t]cpIfnð. sImñ¯v s_³knbpw s_³kWpamhmw.
F¨vsFhn _m[nXÀ¡v {]Xymi \ðIpó tI{µamWp {]Xymi. tImUnt\ädpw Iu¬knenMv sN¿póhcpw F¨vsFhn _m[nXÀ. R§Ä¡dnbmambncpóp hcpsaóv...sshdkv _m[bnñm¯ Nncn. hÀj¯nsemcn¡ð FbvUvkv Zn\t¯mS\p_Ôn¨p ChntS¡p hcmdpïv am[ya{]hÀ¯IÀ. R§Ä, Asñ¦nð R§sft¸mepÅhÀ....AXñmsX ChnsS aäpÅhÀ F¯póXv A]qÀhw. km[mcW Hcp Bip]{Xnbnte¡p hcpó tcmKnbpsS a\kñtñm ChntS¡p hcpóhÀ¡v. Adntªm AdnbmsXtbm kw`hn¨ sshdkv _m[bpsS CcIÄ. ho«nðt¸mepw tcmKhnhcw ]dbm³ IgnbmsX \odpóhÀ. Xónð \nóv a¡fnte¡pw sshdkv ]SÀónd§nbtñm FtómÀ¯v Dd¡w \jvSs¸«hÀ.
FbvUvkv I¬t{SmÄ skmsskän¡p Iognð {]hÀ¯n¡pó {]XymibpsS hcm´bnð \nð¡pt¼mÄ, a\knð B[ntbdpóp. IW¡pIfpw AXmWv kqNn¸n¡póXv. Cu hÀjw sk]väw_À hscbpÅ IW¡v FbvUvkv I¬t{SmÄ skmsskän \ðIpóp, tcmKnIfpsS F®w ]Xn\mdmbnc¯n F®qänA¼¯n\mev. CXnð 15,084 tcmKnIÄ cPnÌÀ sNbvXn«pïv. Cu IW¡pIÄ HutZymKnIw. tcmKw ]pd¯p ]dbmsX F{Xtbm t]À. FbvUvkv I¬t{SmÄ skmsskän AXpw IW¡pIq«pópïv. tIcf¯nð A¼Xn\mbnc¯n\Sp¯v FbvUvkv tcmKnIÄ Dïv FómWv A\utZymKnI IW¡v. Bi¦mP\Iatñ Cu IW¡pIÄ? FbvUvkv Zn\¯nse skan\mdpIfnð, sagpIpXncn I¯n¡enð, Nne HmÀa¡pdn¸pIfnð...Ahkm\n¡pIbmtWm Fñmw?
`À¯mhnð \nópw tcmK_m[bpïmb kv{XoIÄ {]Xymibnse¯póp. ]et¸mgpw `À¯mhv acn¨Xn\p tijamhpw `mcybnse sshdkv _m[ Xncn¨dnbpóXv. HäbSn¡p aebmfn ImcWw Isï¯pw, Ahftñepw ]tï....Bsc Ipäs¸Sp¯pw. Bsc kwibn¡pw. s]¬hmWn`t¡knð AdÌnemb BÄ acn¨Xv F¨vsFhn _m[bmð Fó hmÀ¯ krjvSn¡pó Bi¦ F{Xam{Xw?
sshdkns\ Hfn¸n¡póhÀ
F¨vsFhn _m[n¨p Fódnªn«v \ni_vZambncn¡pó Hcp hn`mKw kaql¯nepïv FómWp {]Xymibnse tImUnt\ädpw Iu¬kneÀamcpw ]dbpóXv. IpSpw_ambn Pohn¡póhcnemWv tcmK_m[ IqSpXð. {]XymibpÄs¸sS HcnS¯pw Chcmcpw F¯pónñ. ]ecpw t^mWnð hnfn¡pw. NnInÕmcoXnIÄ tNmZn¡pw. acpóv FhnsS In«pw Fóv At\zjn¡pw. BcmWv hnfn¡pósXóp tNmZn¨mð adp]Sn ]dbnñ. acpón\pw `£W¯n\pw Iminñm¯hcmWv {]Xymibnð F¯póhcnð A[nIhpw. ChcpsS hnhc§Ä hniZambn cPnÌÀ sN¿pw. Bhiy¯n\p sIbÀ \ðIpw. acpópw \yq{Snj³ k]vfnsaâpw tIcf FbvUkv I¬t{SmÄ skmsskän¡p IognepÅ Hmtcm Pnñbntebpw {]Xymi tI{µ§Ä hgn hnXcWw sN¿pópïv.
{]Xymi tI{µw cmhnse ]¯p apXð Aôp hsc {]hÀ¯n¡pw. cm{Xn H³]Xp aWnhsc t^mWnð hnhc§Ä In«pw. Iu¬knen§pw ¢mkpIfpw \S¯pópïv. amk¯nð cïp XhW cPnÌÀ sNbvXhÀ H¯pIqSpóp. ]ecpw ]nóoSv hcmdnñ. Hmtcmcp¯cptSbpw hnhc§Ä IrXyambn t^mtfm sN¿pópïv tI{µw. F{Xtbm t]À acW¯n\p IogS§n CXn\Iw. Ct§m«p hcpóXv Fñmhcpw ImWntñ? hómð¯só AhnsSbpÅ AwK§fnð Bsc¦nepw ]cnNb¡mcmsW¦nð? FñmhÀ¡pw kwib§fmWv. Cu kwib§Ä¡v D¯cw ImWpw hsc sshdkv Im¯p \nð¡nñ. AXv B{Ian¨p sImtïbncn¡pw. tcmKnIÄ¡p am{Xañ, C¯cw tI{µ§Ä¡pw {]iv\§Ä Gsd. kz´ambn Hcp sI«nSanñ ]ebnS¯pw. C§s\sbmcp {]Øm\¯n\v sI«nSw hmSIbv¡p \ðIm³ t]mepw ]eÀ¡pw aSn. {]hÀ¯\ ^ïpw XpÑw. ]e {]hÀ¯\§fpw ]mXnhgnbnemWv. B`cW \nÀamW¯nð ]cnioe\w sImSp¯p Ipd¨p \mÄ ap¼v {]Xymibnse AwK§Ä¡v. Fómð AXv kzbw sXmgnembn sNbvXp XpS§m\pÅ ]Ww AhÀ¡nñ. kw`mh\ tNmZn¨p t]mIpó tI{µ§fnð ]eXpw k½Xn¡pw, Fómð AhcpsS hI Unam³Upïv, AXv AwKoIcn¡Ww. Imip sImSp¯Xnsâ t]cpw ]Shpw ]{X¯nð hcWw.
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sIm¨n tImÀ¸tdj³ {]Xymibv¡mbn A\phZn¨ ^ïv Ignª XhW em]vkmbn. C¯hWbpw Iu¬knð ]cnKW\bv¡p h¨n«pïv. tcmK_m[bpÅhÀ sFUn ImÀUpambn F¯WsaómWp N«w. AXn\p Bcpw Xbmdmhpónñ. dqfpw N«hpw ]men¡pt¼mÄ Cu tcmK¯nsâ {]tXyIX IqSn Nn´n¡póXp \ómbncn¡pw Fóp ]dbpóp {]Xymibnse {]hÀ¯IÀ. kaqlw {`jvSv Ið¸n¨hÀ¡v, Hmtcm \nanjhpw acW¯n\p IogS§ns¡mïn¡póhÀ¡v F´p \nba§Ä... AhÀ¡v AÀlamb klmb§Ä ]camh[n F¯n¡m³ {ian¡pIbtñ thïXv... AhÀ tNmZn¡póp...Xmeq¡v apXð Fñm Kh¬saâv Bip]{XnIfnepw F¨vsFhn sSÌv \S¯pópapïv. ]ômb¯pIfnð tcmK_m[nXÀ¡p {]tXyI kwc£Wbpw ]n´pWbpapïv. {]Xymibnð H¯p IqSpó, PohnX¯nð {]tXyIn¨p {]Xymisbmópanñm¯hcmWv Cu Imcy§Ä hniZoIcn¨Xv. B[nImcnIXbpsS ØncoIcW§Ä ImgvNshbv¡m\nñ AhÀ¡v. ]t£, A\p`h¯nsâ NqSpïv B hnhc§Ä¡v. t]cnñm¯, apJanñm¯ A\p`h§Ä...F¨vsFhn _m[n¨ A\p`h§Ä...{]Xymin¡mw...Cu Unkw_À Hóp Ignbpt¼msg¦nepw Hcp Zn\mNcW¯nsâ NS§pIfnð HSp§cpXv Cu A\p`h§Ä....ImcWw A\p`h§Ä Ahkm\n¡pónñ....